--- Ramsey wrote: > From Ramsey Mon Aug 23 18:52:02 1999 > X-Apparently-To: gsquared100@yahoo.com via > mdd501.mail.yahoo.com > Received: from anon.lcs.mit.edu (18.26.0.254) > by mta113.mail.yahoo.com with SMTP; 23 Aug 1999 > 18:48:13 -0700 > Date: 24 Aug 1999 01:52:02 -0000 > Message-ID: > <19990824015202.28984.qmail@nym.alias.net> > From: Ramsey > To: gsquared100@yahoo.com > Subject: A Major Setback > Content-Length: 3665 > > Gail, > > Please do not send a copy of my mail to you, back to > this > address. I am sure you respect the security of our > correspondences. > > Please tell me about your deceased brother. I am so > sorry that > you endured a loss like that. > > I have not heard from anyone lately. One of the most > important > people I am involved with has basically abandoned > me. I went to > such great lengths with this person recently. This > person could > have helped me. My voice could have been heard, > finally. I am so > depressed about this. I do not expect to hear from > Mr. Tracey at > this address. It is useless to continue my > communications with > such people as Tracey or anyone else associated with > the public. > > No, the contact who has abondoned me is not Ms. > Bennett. I have > no comment to make about her. I wish her no harm. I > do not > correspond with her here. Your opinion is fine with > me. I know > what she has done. I do not pay that much attention > to the > "fanatic fringe". I am not saying I think this Ms. > Bennett is a > fanatic - nor am I saying she is not. I do get a > little annoyed > when people accuse me of being her. > > I told you that I cannot recall anyone being close > to JonBenet > the way my mysterious contact describes it. I do not > recall > seeing anyone at any pageant that looked suspect. > Then again, > this man would not look suspicious. In contrast, he > would have > been very social and talkative. He would have never > displayed any > suspicious actions. He knew my husband well enough > to know he was > from Atlanta prior to moving here; however, that > might have been > more public knowledge than we thought. The ransom > note refers to > him as a southerner. The man I speak of is famous in > certain > circles. He is certainly charismatic. > > Yes, the man I speak to has a home. I believe he is > a man of > means. I do believe he has a family. He has written > about a > family. He speaks of international ties that could > take him > anywhere in the world. His profession must have a > world wide > appeal. I fear the police has been contacted > already. I will bide > my time here. If the police has been contacted, it > will backfire > in everyone's faces. > > When I mentioned public relations, I was using the > term losely. I > do not think he holds a "public relations" job. I > should have > used the term "political". He is surrounded by > people. Again, he > is charismatic - a charming gentleman. > > I am very depressed and frustrated tonight. Today > was a major > turning point in this whole endeavor to reveal the > truth. I feel > I have been deceived by a trusted friend - a person > who has been > so close and could have assisted me. Today, for the > first time, I > began doubting myself concerning this stranger I > have been > talking to for almost a year. Maybe he genuinely > loved my little > girl. Maybe he had nothing to do with her murder. I > know that he > knew her when she was alive and now sits with her at > her grave. I > must admit that he has told me some things that he > has done at > her grave that have brought tears to my eyes. Today, > I thought of > him and JonBenet quite a bit. I made the ultimate > attempt today > to expose him and reveal what I felt was the truth. > Now that it > has proven futile, unless something happens > positively concerning > my attempt in the next few days, I feel that > possibly it was > never the will of God that I come forth and hurt > this man. It is > hard to admit; but, I have never met any man that > has shown the > degree of love, loyalty, and admiration for my child > as has this > man I feel compeled to damn. Today, for the first > time, after my > plans crashed and burned, I thought of the > possibility that I > might have been wrong about this kind and gentle > Prince. > > Patricia